Wednesday, September 24, 2014

my heart breaks.....

into thousand pieces..
Like a glass flung across the room,
Shattering as it hits the wall...

For years I wrote
Of how much I miss you
Of how much I remember
Those days that we were together
As if it was only yesterday
Of how sometimes I dreamt of you...

For years I wrote
Of how much I would love to see you again
Of how much I would love for you and me to be US once more..

For years I wrote
Because it kept me hoping
It made me not give up
That maybe someday, one day, it will be as it should be
You and me..

And so yesterday I told you
About this secret world of hopes of mine
I imagined your face
That smile that slowly grows
As you remember the past
And as you realize what we had
And finally, that knowing look..
I imagined...

But that was all it was
My imagination
Because none of it happened...
No remembering..
No realization..
No knowing...
You took it just like that
You reacted as if it was nothing
Whereas it was my everything..

And so today
My heart breaks...