just a thought.....

               

you will always be...

    

.....my rainbow in the dark clouds.....

just so you know....

I will dance, eventually.....

A writer once said.....

"you will lose someone you can't live without, and your heart will be badly broken. The bad news is that you never completely get over the loss of that person. But this is also the good news. They live forever in your broken heart that does not seal back up. And you come through. It is like having a broken leg that never heals perfectly - that still hurts when the weather gets cold, but you learn to dance with the limp"

As for me, I will go on, limping with losing you. It will hurt at times. But eventually I hope I will learn how to dance with the limp.

there is nothing to say but.....

and just so you know.....

just so you know....

this morning thoughts are of you.......

and yesterdays' too.....

is it time to let go....

                     
They say letting go does not mean giving up, but rather accepting that there are things that cannot be....

It will hurt  to let go, but it hurts even more to hold on, knowing that you are with someone else...

You let go a long long time ago...maybe its time for me to do the same...

But answer this...how do you unlove a person?

my heart breaks.....

into thousand pieces..

Like a glass flung across the room,

Shattering as it hits the wall...

For years I wrote

Of how much I miss you

Of how much I remember

Those days that we were together

As if it was only yesterday

Of how sometimes I dreamt of you...

For years I wrote

Of how much I would love to see you again

Of how much I would love for you and me to be US once more..

For years I wrote

Because it kept me hoping

It made me not give up

That maybe someday, one day, it will be as it should be

You and me..

And so yesterday I told you

About this secret world of hopes of mine

I imagined your face

That smile that slowly grows

As you remember the past

And as you realize what we had

And finally, that knowing look..

I imagined...

But that was all it was

My imagination

Because none of it happened...

No remembering..

No realization..

No knowing...

You took it just like that

You reacted as if it was nothing

Whereas it was my everything..

And so today

My heart breaks...

last night

i dreamed of you...
together in one place, but in a crowd....funny how even in that crowd we singled each other out...reminded me of that day i picked you up in the airport...will that ever happen again, i wonder..

i woke up with a happy smile because i saw you again..
i woke up with a sad smile because i would keep on thinking whether its all gonna be in my dream where i can see you...

it has been 3 years...

from me to you, happy 3rd year anniversary of being friends...

do you still remember this....

This is my fav song and I translated it for you (literally, so no ryhming)... but i hope you get the point...

 

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