Our Memory Jar...

i have decided to make a memory jar of us, for us...will you help me fill it up?

i am putting in it these...

..."i envy your bday"....your very first message to me

..."gordon laing"....the connectiing link between us

..."jaane jaan"...the sweetest you have called me

..."shirt white"...the start of that poem we made

lets fill this memory jar, shall we? please jaan?

it has been awhile....

sitting on a pier, watching the sunset, looking at your pictures, wishing i was her...wishing i am there with you, not her...

i know i did wrong....letting you go is one of the biggest mistake i have ever done..

my friend and i would talk about you a lot of times...she would tell me that there is still a chance we can make it work...she says maybe if i go to where you are things would be as they should be, you and me together...

i hate to admit it, but i still miss you, a lot...and still the question remains....will i see you again?

will i see you again?

this has been going in my mind for some time now....will i see you in person again?

i see you post pictures of the time that we were together, and i can't help but wonder, do you think of me when you see them?

i am still dreaming of seeing you again....maybe someday...i hope someday...

i still think of you...

...while im working..
...while im reading...
...while im doing absolutely nothing...


,,,i guess i still miss you...

like before...
like always....
like forever.....

they remind me of you.....

marlboro smooth...
beautiful sunset...
aviator glasses...
purple swimsuit...
indian restaurant...
yellow jeep tours...
picture of me with the cute blue hat...
they all remind me of you...
everyday...
every time..
all the time...