Our Memory Jar...

i have decided to make a memory jar of us, for us...will you help me fill it up?

i am putting in it these...

..."i envy your bday"....your very first message to me

..."gordon laing"....the connectiing link between us

..."jaane jaan"...the sweetest you have called me

..."shirt white"...the start of that poem we made

lets fill this memory jar, shall we? please jaan?

it has been awhile....

sitting on a pier, watching the sunset, looking at your pictures, wishing i was her...wishing i am there with you, not her...

i know i did wrong....letting you go is one of the biggest mistake i have ever done..

my friend and i would talk about you a lot of times...she would tell me that there is still a chance we can make it work...she says maybe if i go to where you are things would be as they should be, you and me together...

i hate to admit it, but i still miss you, a lot...and still the question remains....will i see you again?