Tuesday, February 9, 2016

well hello there, friend

Dear Friend,

I have been thinking about you
like I have always been
it has been a year since that thing happened
that thing when you went separate ways from her
from photos of you I am sure she meant so much to you
hopefully as much as you meant to her

I would lie if I say I wasn't elated when you opened up to me about it
but believe me when I say
I did hope you would get back together again
you seemed happy when you were with her
travelling, partying, being with your friends

though what we had was very short-lived
I want to say sorry
for not making you happy the way she did
for not making you feel wanted, appreciated the way she did
I am sorry....
for not taking care of you and me

my invitation still stands
come whenever
and let us be friends
let's be buddies and drink beer
and talk the whole night long
let's be crazy and dance the night away
til our feet hurt and our throats burn from singing along
let's be insane and jump from a plane
let's be friends...
the best of friends, in the truest sense of the word...

come whenever....
because right now
I miss you my dear jaan...