it has been awhile....
like more than a month i think?
i guess life is making us both busy...
i hope all is well with you
and i hope to talk to you soon...
take care of yourself buddy..
Monday, December 7, 2015
Sunday, October 18, 2015
this song is for you.....
"You Got What I Need"
Baby you, you got what I need
Baby you, you got my sunshine
Baby you, you got what I need
Baby you, you got my sunshine
When I see you it's a beautiful world
But when you're gone, I want you in my arms
I'm telling you the last time
Baby you, you got what I need
Baby you, you got my sunshine
Every night I notice you're all alone
Wonder you might
Let me love you I'm on fire
Can't you feel my desire
I want to take you higher
It's a simplest thing,
Always so hard to see
I want to be
The one and only making you feel love
Oh darling I need love
It's all I can dream of
Baby you, you got what I need
Baby you, you got my sunshine
Baby you, you got what I need
Baby you, you got my sunshine
You got my sunshine
Wednesday, September 30, 2015
for you...
if i can sing you a song, this one by Dennis Lambert would be what i would choose...
Of all the things I've ever done
Finding you will prove to be the most important one
I would never trade the tears, the conversations no one hears
The learning how to walk before we run
Of all the kites I ever flew
Most came tumbling down, except the one I sent up with you
I don't wanna change a thing, break the spell or cut the string
When every wish I make is coming true with you
Sometimes I forget to say how much I love you
Purposely I bet 'cause I'm so busy thinking of you
So in this world of odds and ends
I'd rather have a part of you than all of my so-called friends
You have taught me how to feel
What is false and what is real of all the things I ever wanna do
I think I'll start and end with loving you
Friday, September 25, 2015
hey you.....
yes you!
it's been awhile...we haven't talked much it seems...a one-liner every now and then, but that's all..
i miss talking to you...your accent that still seems funny to me, as i'm sure my accent seems funny to you as well...
i miss your words of wisdom, how in every discussion you would come up with phrases so deep i would feel like you are way too experienced for your age...
i still think of you, all the time..
when i'm driving home i would have an imaginary conversation with you...
on weekends i would imagine going out to dinner with you...
on those rare times that i go to the beach i would imagine you beside me...
and every time i watch the sunset, i would wish you are watching it with me..
see, i still miss you, a lot...
it's been awhile...we haven't talked much it seems...a one-liner every now and then, but that's all..
i miss talking to you...your accent that still seems funny to me, as i'm sure my accent seems funny to you as well...
i miss your words of wisdom, how in every discussion you would come up with phrases so deep i would feel like you are way too experienced for your age...
i still think of you, all the time..
when i'm driving home i would have an imaginary conversation with you...
on weekends i would imagine going out to dinner with you...
on those rare times that i go to the beach i would imagine you beside me...
and every time i watch the sunset, i would wish you are watching it with me..
see, i still miss you, a lot...
Sunday, June 7, 2015
a borrowed line, but......
...i feel it too...
"I am thankful for the years spent in this friendship, for everything we shared, every chance we had to grow.
I will take the best of us with me wherever I go.
This isn't what I want but I will take the high road.
Maybe because I take everything as a lesson, or because I don't want to walk around angry, or maybe it's because I finally understand.
There are things we don't want to happen but have to accept....
Things we don't want to know but have to learn...
And people we can't live without but have to let go"
I finally understand, but for awhile now, that what we had, though life changing, is but fleeting happiness...
"I am thankful for the years spent in this friendship, for everything we shared, every chance we had to grow.
I will take the best of us with me wherever I go.
This isn't what I want but I will take the high road.
Maybe because I take everything as a lesson, or because I don't want to walk around angry, or maybe it's because I finally understand.
There are things we don't want to happen but have to accept....
Things we don't want to know but have to learn...
And people we can't live without but have to let go"
I finally understand, but for awhile now, that what we had, though life changing, is but fleeting happiness...
Saturday, May 16, 2015
shooting star....
Hi my shooting star...
You said the nicest thing to me today:
"Lets celebrate for the only reason being, it's Tuesday and we're in love."
I love it when you say things like that to me.
They mean the world!
I love it when you say "Oops"
I love it when you think you look bad, but you actually look beautiful.
I love it when we discuss what we're having for our meals!
I love it when we say the same things at the same time.
I love it when you call me baby.
I love it when my msn tells me you have just logged in!
I love you.... with all my heart sweetie!
You said the nicest thing to me today:
"Lets celebrate for the only reason being, it's Tuesday and we're in love."
I love it when you say things like that to me.
They mean the world!
I love it when you say "Oops"
I love it when you think you look bad, but you actually look beautiful.
I love it when we discuss what we're having for our meals!
I love it when we say the same things at the same time.
I love it when you call me baby.
I love it when my msn tells me you have just logged in!
I love you.... with all my heart sweetie!
remember when......
- the feeling of wanting to write, but couldn't find the right words...i ended up rereading, reliving
- those conversations....
- they make me smile, thinking how silly we were...
- this was one of them..
me:haha
you:buttow down dshirt
you:u hate them right
me:see the effect?
me:yes, no button down shirt
you:yea
me:blue????
you:yep my fav too
me:nice
me:can u blow me a kiss?
you:did u get it
me:no
me:ur cam freezes
you:now?
me:ur frozen sweety
you:m pretending as i fm working
you:now?/
you:still frozen
you:?
me:no cam now
me:wait
you:ur connection
me:cam not available
you:k let me send again
me:can u do it again
me:i see you
you:just gv u a kiss
me:and the kiss too
me:love u
Friday, May 15, 2015
that first day they met...
she stood there staring...
color-blazed sky...
wind slowly getting cold....
golden sun slowly dipping in the horizon...
she stood looking, but not really seeing...
her mind was elsewhere...
draped with a damp towel..
droplets of water rolling down her back, making her shiver...
but she doesn't notice..
not the chilly wind, nor the amazing view...
for her mind was elsewhere...
is this real, she asks...
is he really here...
and did it all really happen...
her cheeks turn red, flustered, thinking of what just transpired...
am i dreaming...
then she hears a camera shutter click, turns around...
and he is there..
smiling...
slowly she goes to him, puts her arms around him...
and he whispers in her ear
"i am glad i came"
and all she could think of was...
"please say you will stay".....
color-blazed sky...
wind slowly getting cold....
golden sun slowly dipping in the horizon...
she stood looking, but not really seeing...
her mind was elsewhere...
draped with a damp towel..
droplets of water rolling down her back, making her shiver...
but she doesn't notice..
not the chilly wind, nor the amazing view...
for her mind was elsewhere...
is this real, she asks...
is he really here...
and did it all really happen...
her cheeks turn red, flustered, thinking of what just transpired...
am i dreaming...
then she hears a camera shutter click, turns around...
and he is there..
smiling...
slowly she goes to him, puts her arms around him...
and he whispers in her ear
"i am glad i came"
and all she could think of was...
"please say you will stay".....
Wednesday, April 29, 2015
i don't want us to be strangers again...
yep, even though we are not, well, together.....i don't want to let you go...
as i have said, i would rather have you as friend than nothing at all...
Sunday, April 19, 2015
come whenever...
and let's be friends
...catch up on each others' lives over beer and guac and chips
...people watch while having dinner on the balcony
...go drunk crazy and dance to the music of the band by the pier bar
...be adventurous and dive the antilla ship wreck
...smoke hookah and pretend to be hip and high by the sand bar
come whenever...
and let's be a couple
...talk of life over a romantic sunset dinner by the beach, our toes touching the water
...walk hand in hand on the deserted beach at night
...gaze at the stars and wonder what should have been and what could have been, and what could still be
...wake up early and watch the sunrise, let the rays of the sun melt our worries away
...be in awe of the gorgeous sunset on a dinner cruise
...and afterwards, make love, as slow as we possibly can, feeling that this might be the last one,....or that it may be the start of something awesome, wonderful, beyond words amazing....
come whenever....and let's just simply have the time of our lives...once more...
...catch up on each others' lives over beer and guac and chips
...people watch while having dinner on the balcony
...go drunk crazy and dance to the music of the band by the pier bar
...be adventurous and dive the antilla ship wreck
...smoke hookah and pretend to be hip and high by the sand bar
come whenever...
and let's be a couple
...talk of life over a romantic sunset dinner by the beach, our toes touching the water
...walk hand in hand on the deserted beach at night
...gaze at the stars and wonder what should have been and what could have been, and what could still be
...wake up early and watch the sunrise, let the rays of the sun melt our worries away
...be in awe of the gorgeous sunset on a dinner cruise
...and afterwards, make love, as slow as we possibly can, feeling that this might be the last one,....or that it may be the start of something awesome, wonderful, beyond words amazing....
come whenever....and let's just simply have the time of our lives...once more...
Friday, April 17, 2015
this is me, a beautiful mess :)
You've got the best of both worlds
You're the kind of girl who can take down a man,
And lift him back up again
You are strong but you're needy,
Humble but you're greedy
Based on your body language,
Your shouted cursive I've been reading
You're style is quite selective,
Though your mind is rather reckless
Well I guess it just suggests
That this is just what happiness is
You're the kind of girl who can take down a man,
And lift him back up again
You are strong but you're needy,
Humble but you're greedy
Based on your body language,
Your shouted cursive I've been reading
You're style is quite selective,
Though your mind is rather reckless
Well I guess it just suggests
That this is just what happiness is
Hey, what a beautiful mess this is
It's like picking up trash in dresses
Well it kind of hurts when the kind of words you write
Kind of turn themselves into knives
And don't mind my nerve you can call it fiction
Cause I like being submerged in your contradictions dear
Cause here we are, here we are
Kind of turn themselves into knives
And don't mind my nerve you can call it fiction
Cause I like being submerged in your contradictions dear
Cause here we are, here we are
Although you were biased I love your advice
Your comebacks they're quick
And probably have to do with your insecurities
There's no shame in being crazy,
Depending on how you take these
Words that paraphrasing this relationship we're staging
Your comebacks they're quick
And probably have to do with your insecurities
There's no shame in being crazy,
Depending on how you take these
Words that paraphrasing this relationship we're staging
And it's a beautiful mess, yes it is
It's like, we are picking up trash in dresses
It's like, we are picking up trash in dresses
Well it kind of hurts when the kind of words you say
Kind of turn themselves into blades
And the kind and courteous is a life I've heard
But it's nice to say that we played in the dirt
Cause here, here we are, Here we are
Kind of turn themselves into blades
And the kind and courteous is a life I've heard
But it's nice to say that we played in the dirt
Cause here, here we are, Here we are
We're still here
And what a beautiful mess this is
It's like taking a guess when the only answer is yes
And through timeless words in priceless pictures
We'll fly like birds not of this earth
And tides they turn and hearts disfigure
But that's no concern when we're wounded together
And we tore our dresses and stained our shirts
But it's nice today, oh the wait was so worth it
We'll fly like birds not of this earth
And tides they turn and hearts disfigure
But that's no concern when we're wounded together
And we tore our dresses and stained our shirts
But it's nice today, oh the wait was so worth it
Jason Mraz - A Beautiful Mess
Wednesday, April 15, 2015
one great love...
is the kind of love that changes you...
the one that rocks you to the core...
the one that makes you smile even long after you part ways..
the one that brings that tinge of sadness when you realize it is time to move on...
the one that broke you down when you learned that the person has moved on and has found somebody else....
the one that lifts you up when you realize that despite of the person having moved on, that person still thinks of you somehow....
the one that makes you happy when finally the two of you become friends again....
the one that makes you oh so grateful even if you are just friends...
because that one great love, you would rather have that person as a friend than nothing at all....
because for all you know, you could be that persons' one great love as well....
here's hoping....
Sunday, April 12, 2015
this song.....
this is for you, for I know how you are feeling right now...which is pretty much how i felt when i lost you....
Drunk by Ed Sheeran
I wanna be drunk when I wake up
On the right side of the wrong bed
And never an excuse I made up
Tell you the truth I hate
What didn't kill me,
It never made me stronger at all
Love will scar your make up
Lips sticks to me, so now I maybe lean back there
I'm sat here wishing I was sober
I know I'll never hold you like I used to
But a house gets cold when you cut the heating
Without you to hold I'll be freezing
Can't rely on my heart to beat in
'Cause you take parts of it every evening
Take words out of my mouth just from breathing
Replace with phrases like 'when you leaving me? '
Should I? Should I?
Maybe I'll get drunk again
I'll be drunk again, I'll be drunk again
To feel a little love
I wanna hold your heart in both hands
Not watch it fizzle at the bottom of a Coke can
And I got no plans for the weekend, so should we speak then?
Keep it between friends
Though I know you'll never love me like you used to
There maybe other people like us
Who see the flicker of a clipper when they light up
Flames just create us but burns don't heal like before
And you don't hold me anymore
On cold days cold plays out like the band's name
I know I can't heal things with a handshake
You know I can change, as I began saying
You cut me wide open like landscape
Open bottles of beer but never champagne
To applaud you with the sound that my hands make
Should I? Should I?
Maybe I'll get drunk again
I'll be drunk again, I'll be drunk again
To feel a little love
All by myself, I'm here again
All by myself, you know I'll never change
All by myself
All by myself
I'm just drunk again
I'll be drunk again
I'll be drunk again
To feel a little love
On the right side of the wrong bed
And never an excuse I made up
Tell you the truth I hate
What didn't kill me,
It never made me stronger at all
Love will scar your make up
Lips sticks to me, so now I maybe lean back there
I'm sat here wishing I was sober
I know I'll never hold you like I used to
But a house gets cold when you cut the heating
Without you to hold I'll be freezing
Can't rely on my heart to beat in
'Cause you take parts of it every evening
Take words out of my mouth just from breathing
Replace with phrases like 'when you leaving me? '
Should I? Should I?
Maybe I'll get drunk again
I'll be drunk again, I'll be drunk again
To feel a little love
I wanna hold your heart in both hands
Not watch it fizzle at the bottom of a Coke can
And I got no plans for the weekend, so should we speak then?
Keep it between friends
Though I know you'll never love me like you used to
There maybe other people like us
Who see the flicker of a clipper when they light up
Flames just create us but burns don't heal like before
And you don't hold me anymore
On cold days cold plays out like the band's name
I know I can't heal things with a handshake
You know I can change, as I began saying
You cut me wide open like landscape
Open bottles of beer but never champagne
To applaud you with the sound that my hands make
Should I? Should I?
Maybe I'll get drunk again
I'll be drunk again, I'll be drunk again
To feel a little love
All by myself, I'm here again
All by myself, you know I'll never change
All by myself
All by myself
I'm just drunk again
I'll be drunk again
I'll be drunk again
To feel a little love
Wednesday, April 8, 2015
this morning...........
an imaginary conversation i had with you as i was having my usual chai tea...
J : where u off to?
M : work, then burn stress in gym
J : stressed huh?
M : kinda...where you off to?
J : nowhere, beach then more beach, one can never have enough booty watching anyways (with that boyish grin on ur face)
M : naughty you
J : hey I'am a man, and expected to be one
M : whatever...
J : wish you could watch with me
M : whatever, you go and have fun
J : seriously, i wish you would spend the day with me
M : sunday, we'll drive over to zeerovers then to baby beach, you are gonna love it there
J : is it a nude beach?
M : just as expected, you asked that question
J : hey I'm a man....
M : yeah yeah you are a naughty man indeed
J : appealing yes?
M : yes, in every sense of the word
that is how i pictured it to be if you are indeed here....maybe in the future. one can always dream, right?
J : where u off to?
M : work, then burn stress in gym
J : stressed huh?
M : kinda...where you off to?
J : nowhere, beach then more beach, one can never have enough booty watching anyways (with that boyish grin on ur face)
M : naughty you
J : hey I'am a man, and expected to be one
M : whatever...
J : wish you could watch with me
M : whatever, you go and have fun
J : seriously, i wish you would spend the day with me
M : sunday, we'll drive over to zeerovers then to baby beach, you are gonna love it there
J : is it a nude beach?
M : just as expected, you asked that question
J : hey I'm a man....
M : yeah yeah you are a naughty man indeed
J : appealing yes?
M : yes, in every sense of the word
that is how i pictured it to be if you are indeed here....maybe in the future. one can always dream, right?
Thursday, April 2, 2015
i can't help but wonder.....
for you to think of me at the same time i am thinking of you...
for you to unknowingly make me smile on those times i feel down...
for you to say the right words even in the absence of a conversation....
for you to miss me as much as i miss you....
for you to ask if ever we will see each other again, the same way this is on my mind every single day...
for you to smile the way i smile when i see a shirt white....
for you to look back on how it all started, and of that beautiful day we finally met...
i cannot help but wonder.....
Saturday, March 28, 2015
just so you know ..... again..
i hope this brings a smile : )
but seriously...
i am sorry you are hurting
though you may deny it
i know you already
i am sorry she is not there
that it didn't work out between you and her
i know you loved her
or still love her
just remember
you and me is friends :)
i am here
message or no message
i am thinking of you
just so you know.....
Monday, March 2, 2015
Wednesday, February 25, 2015
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